Wednesday, May 8, 2013

P2


P2 - Belle Star

The animals that have been and will be saved by the volunteers at Austin Pets Alive are incredibly lucky. There is an estimated 70 million cats that roam the streets as strays in the United States alone. Of these cats, only a small percentage of them are rehabilitated and adopted. Like many of the cats and dogs that have been rescued by Austin Pets Alive, it is impossible to know exactly how Belle Star's journey led her to the Town Lake Animal Center. Belle Star has the potential to fill a void in someone's life and through using sympathetic imagination I will appeal to her future owner by depicting what her life may have been like before being saved.     
I don't remember very much from before I was rescued and taken to Austin Pets Alive, but I do recall some happy moments as a kitten. I have memories of rolling in the lush green grass while I tussled with my brothers and sisters. I didn't know it then, but my family was homeless. My mother struggled to nurture us; she was too weak and feeble to care for so many kittens. As a result, two of my sisters died very young. Not long after their deaths, my mother disappeared from our lives completely, leaving the rest of us to fend for ourselves. Following the dispersal of my family, my life consisted of aimless wandering and struggling to find food. I was found hidden beside a dumpster, cold, malnourished, and alone. I sensed that the person who had discovered me had no idea how to handle me. The large man snagged me by the skin on the back of my neck and held me at arms length. I blinked curiously at him as he scrunched his nose and gave me a pathetic look. I could only imagine what he saw: a mangy cat with matted fur covering an emaciated body. He must have taken pity on me, because unlike the humans who had ignored me in the past, he took me to the Town Lake Animal Center.
Were it not for the volunteers at Austin Pets Alive I would have been doomed. Every day, the wonderful volunteers feed me and take care of my basic needs, but I dream of being the perfect addition to a budding family outside of this adoption center. I imagine myself roaming freely and enjoying the outdoors, knowing that I have a family to come home to. I would observe the birds flying in the rich blue sky or watch the leaves fall from the trees, begging me to catch them. I'd come pawing at my owner's door, signaling to them I was ready to be cuddled. I would spend hours in the laps of my loved ones, thanking them for my new lease on life. They will see the love beaming from my eyes whenever I peer up at them. I would never stray. But until then I will be here, caged and hopeless. My gaze “has turned into a vacant stare which nothing holds.”[1] Today I amble in circles, itching to work out my muscles though it’s impossible in the small space to which I am confined. I observe people watching me, hoping with all my heart that they realize that I am the one for them. Can they see me? Do they know how much potential I have? They walk on by.
Out of the corner of my eye I notice a girl walk in. She is inquiring about me. I can hear her words clearly, "Can you tell me where I can find Belle Star?" she asks the volunteer sitting behind the desk. I jump down from my spot on the perch to get a closer look as the volunteer motions to me. Am I being saved? Has the time come for me to leave this place and start a new life? The girl kneels down and peers at me. I've been at the shelter long enough to know that if I want to be adopted I have to be active. This could be my only chance to make an impression. I adjust my posture and begin to show off.
I prance around the kennel, stretching my long legs as I go. I decide to impress her by showcasing my jumping skills. I leap for my perch and stick the landing. I glance back at the girl who is still crouched beside my cage. She must be interested because I notice her take out a camera and begin filming me. As she continues to record me, a million thoughts run through my head. Will my forever family find me by watching this? Will I finally be chosen? I am not destined to live out the rest of my life behind bars. I must be adopted. I deserve the chance to love and be loved. I beg her with my eyes to understand.
  I was gazing into Belle Star’s expressive eyes and could feel she was trying to communicate something to me. She was asking me to pick her up and show her how humans are meant to care for their animals. Her desperate stare reminded me “we sympathize with what we see rather than what we hear.”[2] The second I walked up to where she was being kept she jumped gracefully down from her perch to watch me herself. I read from her chart that she was only 10 months old and I instantly wondered how long she had been at the shelter. She was very well mannered and didn't seem to be afraid of interacting with humans so I doubt she had spent much time outside these walls. If she had a family before being brought here, how could they have abandoned her so easily? The reason why I choose to believe that Belle Star has never had a home to call her own is because the thought of someone teasing her by caring for her only when it was convenient for them sickens me to my core. Her eyes look so innocent peeking up at me from behind the metal bars. I take my time studying her. She walks in circles around her kennel, alternating her speeds. Occasionally, she surprises me by hopping up on her favorite perch, giving me a fleeting look before springing back to her previous spot on the floor. I laugh when she proves to me that she is litter box trained. It's almost as if she is trying to show me all that she is capable of doing before I can make the decision to walk away. I wonder if Belle Star knows why I am watching her.
I tried to mentally place myself in her position, but it was harder than I expected. It's difficult to imagine how anyone would react to being caged. When extending my sympathetic imagination to Belle Star I chose to illustrate her intelligence and comprehension. The way she closely observed everything going on around her showed me she understood how life worked living in the shelter. I included the part about her showing off to me because that is how I characterized her behavior. Unlike the other cats I had noticed, Belle Star was almost always moving about, but only when someone would pass by her kennel. We, as humans, are conscious of the fact that organizations like Austin Pets Alive are doing what is in the best interest of the animals, but do the animals know that? They are aware that the volunteers feed and care for them, but it is impossible to know how they actually perceive their time at the shelter. I know that they are better off kept at the Town Lake Animal Center until they are adopted because professionals who can assess and monitor their condition are close at hand, but would Belle Star rather be roaming free as a stray? I considered this when writing from her point of view. She desperately wanted to escape the confines of her cage, but living life as a stray would be so much worse for her. As a stray, Belle Star would be exposed to a variety of illnesses and have no access to medical treatment. Every scenario that I went over in my head seemed misguided. No matter where she is being kept or how she made it to the shelter, until Belle Star is adopted she won't be receiving the unconditional love and attention every cat deserves.
I didn't imagine that during my visit to the Town Lake Animal Center I would make a genuine connection with the cat I had chosen. I've been strictly a dog person all my life and rarely have I come across a cat that has mesmerized me like Belle Star has. Before the experience of extending my sympathetic imagination to her, I may have been able to at the very least half connect with a human being were I to attempt to extend my sympathetic imagination to them. In my opinion, although humans can speak and communicate their feelings, it is much easier to characterize how a dog or cat perceives life. Because I am human, I realize that there are a variety of emotions that people feel and keep hidden, but I don't think animals interact the same way. I believe that animals are more transparent than people, meaning they have no reason to lie about how they feel mentally or physically. Whether the animal is wild or domesticated factors in to how well I could extend my sympathetic imagination to them. For instance, while I wonder if a domesticated cat wants to be held, I know a lion would not appreciate being carried in the same manner. This double standard for the way humans perceive animals, both wild and domesticated, carries many implications. It’s easy to group all animals together, but the truth is, like in humans, every animal perceives and characterizes actions differently, therefore the ability to extend one’s sympathetic imagination is useful in forging a connection with any living creature, whether they be human or animal.


Word count with quotes: 1694
Word count without quotes: 1673

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 APENDEX
-All images in paper taken by Gabriela Guerrero
*The APA! website has yet to update Belle Star’s page.




P2A:
Meet Belle Star, your future kitty! Belle Star is a ten-month-old kitten that enjoys going on adventures and playing. She is inquisitive and eager to be loved by you! While she absolutely adores cuddling, she does so on her own terms. Belle Star was rescued and given a second chance at life by Austin Pets Alive. Were you to adopt her, this sassy cat would make herself right at home and be grateful that you gave her the freedom she so desperately craves. Not only is Belle Star great with other cats, she is striking to look at also! Her gorgeous black and white tuxedo style coat compliments her bright yellow eyes. Those curious gleaming eyes of hers will captivate you. Belle Star, a total sweetheart, would make the perfect companion and addition to a family. Like her name, “Beautiful Star,” she possesses a cheery energy that can brighten any one's day! Belle Star is the perfect kitty to greet you when you come home.
She is litter box trained and is very good-natured. The youthful sway in her step is hypnotizing; you won't be able to look away! While she is clearly an independent cat she will catch your attention with her agile movements and calculated leaps. An intelligent cat like Belle Star should be spending her days exploring and not in a shelter. Being so young, Belle Star has many years ahead of her, years she could be spending by your side! With so much potential, it is a shame that Belle Star hasn’t been adopted yet. Don’t miss your opportunity to watch Belle Star in action and head over to Austin Pets Alive today!
     




[1] Rainer Maria Rilke, “The Panther” in Leadership, Ethics, and Animals, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin, Texas: 2013), 818.
[2] “Sympathetic Imagination” in Leadership, Ethics, and Animals, ed. Jerome Bump (Austin, Texas: 2013), 565.

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